As I walk in the woods, burdens surround me like echoes in the dark. I don't know what to do I thought about the memories I conquered in the past. but none of them worked. One morning, while I am sitting on the bench, I've noticed some vandals written on it, I saw strokes of lines forming a letter "L", I wonder what does it mean. Then, a shadow interrupted my longing search of meaning, I saw a charming lady as dashing as a goddess but what interrupted me most was her emotion I felt like the weight of the world was on her shoulders. I offered her a sit but she declined. I asked her why she was sad. I saw sadness around her and then she cried, she sat beside me. Surprisingly, she looked at me and she felt the burdens I carry in my daily life. She stopped crying at that time and asked me if I have some problems too. I talked to her and I felt her heart while we’re talking about our problems in life. I gave her some of my advices and she smiled. All of a sudden, everything is right in the world because I found the only solution in life and that is love. I think I'm in love with her because of that "spark" I felt during our sweet conversation. one day, I stood near the tree of Narra, the scorching rays of the sun didn't bother me while I thought of her. Then I saw her at sat beside me. We’ve talked about ourselves for hours, we knew each other more and after that day, I realized that I'm in love with her. One day, I asked her if she's free because I want to have a date with her and she accept my request. I treated her to eat and to watch movie. Then after our date, our eyes met and she suddenly kissed me in the cheeks. Full of happiness around me, like flowers sprinkling towards us while she hugged me. The next day, I never stopped thinking of her. I always think that I'm with her. When she's beside me, she always make my day happy. She is the one that always makes me smile, smile that is different from the one that I've experienced before. It's a smile because of love. She always brighten up my day. She let me feel the love I've never had before. It's true love. I think I'm really in love with her. Should I tell her my true feelings for her. But I'm afraid that she would reject me. I'm afraid that it may destroy our relationship as best of friends. I don't know what will happen to me so I hid it first. One day, I saw her with another guy. I feel jealous, and mad at the guy like a piece of glass that I. I don't know what to do. I'm so confused. I wish I had told her my feelings when I had the chance. But all my feelings that I wanted to say to her is gone. Here I found out pity in myself. One day, I was very sad , walking with my companion in the woods, my companion saw her, writing something on the bench. For a few minutes she go away. I wonder if this is true love or its just an infatuation.
Arianne, Carlo.. i mean "CHOCO-LATE".. thanks for helping... LOVE YOU BFF...
February 29, 2008
A Walk in the Woods ; All About Love
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February 21, 2008
A Day Before the JS Prom
This the greatest things I've ever done in my life...
the ONE of my "TIMES OF MY LIFE"
Before the prom, I think about what will happen, if I am walking down with my partner. And when I dance the whole stage, in order to release all bad feelings. And delivering my speech in front, in order them to understand the heart of love.
Here , I will release all my feelings, these moments remain in my heart...
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February 19, 2008
A Cat Courted By A Man??
Another man who was courting a cat....
I tell to myself... "A cat??? was courted by a man??"
Here, Matthew Jain, playing the guitar inside the house of Kelvin Bonilla, then he saw a cat walking through and going inside his house
Then look what will happen.. haha..
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February 16, 2008
Flintstones
pointing Barney Rubble's nose....
A rock age day to everyone..
Today... I look.. very good when I used the word "Flintstones" haha...
A while ago, I dressed up like a guy in so many years.. haha..
I dressed up like Barney Rubble, the friend of Fred Flintstone because of our CAT's Hell Month..
in short, to show obedience to our senior and junior officers..
I thought this suit is very good..
But I felt cold on the time I go outside at the quadrangle...
So that was called "rock age" haha...
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Jamming Time
Here we are playing the song of Spongecola.. (haha..) name "Dragonfly"
I'm there doing the lead guitar
And my classmate, Marlo Doma doing the rhythm..
During our song...
Matthew Jain is doing all the moves of the video camera.. (nahilo aq dun in short)
Before we play this song.. were playing 2 or 3 songs. Then I said to Matthew, "matthew, kunin mo na yung cellphone ko, video tayo...", then he accept my request... then we play this LOVABLE song.. I think.
After the song...
Look what will happen next..
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February 15, 2008
Yui - My Today's Favorite Artist
Very old songs and so interested from our ears...
but a while ago.... in my house (haha..)
I found out that Yui Yoshioka, a Japanese singer, was also TODAY's my favorite..
Her songs are feel good through my ears...
Like Goodbye-Days, Che.r.ry and My Generation, one of my favorite songs of Yui...
Find these songs, and you'll find out that THESE are relaxing.....
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February 12, 2008
I miss all the BFF Familias
to my fellow familias,
Arianne (late)
she is so special to me since we were in Brightwoods School and Chevalier School, I am happy about her because she is the one who "barely" use our BFF website.. for being my bestfriend for many years... (cheers tau sanggangdikit haha..)
AWOO.. AWOO.. see you next time Arianne..
Monica (nic)
she is one of the intelligent students in Chevalier School, i think she is loyal there too. Even we are not much talking to each other, I thank Monica to help building the BFF...
Pauline (pau)
our cuttie little sister, our youngest member of the BFF Familia, we are not much also talking to each other but I am also thankful for her because she gives me happiness when I was in CS then...
keep in touch in our familia.. haha..
Aldrin (bau)
with his "pacute antiques" haha... jowk.. were not talking to each other (andami naman walang namamansin dito). I very thankful also to him (ingat ka nalang okay???)
Carlo (choco)
one of the members of the CSFC (Chevalier School Football Club) but now he is studying at Don Bosco Academy, where I study there too... Take care of my bestfriend, Arianne okay?? I love her as my bestfriend.. thank you for being one of my members of the BFF Familia...
Stephanie (milk choco)
one of my friends too in Chevalier, and my seatmate last grade 1.. haha.. (inisip ko lang yun). I am suprised that she was one of the members of the BFF.. I very thankful for her
Pia (dostres)
one of my friends in.. uhuh.. not Chevalier but in St. Scholastica.. I am very thankful also for being one of the members of BFF.. and for being the "apo" (granddaughter) of Arianne.. haha.. just joking..
Adrian (unokwatro)
the cousin of Arianne, thank you for being a member of BFF Familia, even we are not close.
for all of you guys and gals...
"STUDY AND STUDY HARD AND PUT ALL YOUR HANDS TO GOD, TRUST HIM"
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Moments:
On The Floor Lyrics
The doorknob smiles at me alone
But I will open the door again
I’ve seen this happening before
I’ve seen myself fall face first on the floor
Crash and burn on the floor
So I turn
Crash and burn
So used to lying on the floor
And now I’m sinking
Unable to give anymore
And now I’m sinking
Forever envelopes my days
Gasping for air as I look for an escape
I’m drowning in a letter made to stay
I took one look away
And so I turn
Crash and burn on the floor
So I turn
Crash and burn
The Strong’s too weak to hurt the weak
Must be strong enough to leave
And I can’t function properly
I’m lying here
Lying here
And so I turn
Crash and burn
On the floor
So I turn
Crash and burn
Can you hear me talking?
Can you see me there?
I’m not getting anything from you
Can you hear my whispers?
Can you see me there?
‘Coz I’d be lost
I’d be lost without you